so right now my life is at a cross roads, tomorrow i have a meeting with the owners of a restaurant chain that will hopefully offer me a job that will at least give me more of a life...
wait a second, let me rewind a little bit to fill you in as im not sure how much you know.
about 4 months ago i left my job working at the indaba hotel to peruse a business venture with my business partner. we had a lead on a coffee shop in a business park, it was a great opportunity and would have changed my life in the biggest way possible, it would have offered me a future... which is something i had never had before, the thought of actually being happy and things like affording my own place etc
the hard part was receiving the phone call hearing that the investor, who was going to bank roll our business venture, had pulled out 2 days before signing with us.
my world crashed, i now had no job, no income and now no future...
i went into a depression and did not know what to do
the obvious thing to do first was to find a job, you cant pay your bills without money...
so i found a job working at Cubana, a latino lounge bar which, over all, is a great place and has the possibility of being a great destination. however it turns out that the owner has no clue AT ALL about how to run a Cuabana (check out www.cubana.co.za)
which in turn makes my job difficult and mundane and to be honest i hate it....
the good thing was that this was only going to be a temporary setup to pay the bills until my business partner and i could make a new deal... so far we have had a few business deals go south and are still no closer to getting our own thing up and running. so it left me stuck working a job i hate, with no life and loosing contact with all my friends and family...
which leads me to today and the fact that i hate my life, no wait.... what life? i work 6 days a week, 4pm till about 4am..
which is why i am so nervous for tomorrow, because if i can get a job that will pay me enough (even just to survive) and give me better working hours and a life... it would be a start to helping me get out of where i am.
so here i am, scared, lost and feeling alone in this vast wide world... praying for a change
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believe in yourself as much as I believe in you.
Life is not always easy, but it's always wonderful, and it's always exactly what we need.
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